wouldn't that be nice if someone tells you what to do
wouldn't that be nice if someone does everything for you
wouldn't that be nice if someone knows what you need
wouldn't that be nice if someone gets what you want
wouldn't that be nice if all these become true
no one's gonna tell, i have to make my own choice
no one's gonna do things for me, i have to to myself
no one's gonna know me, even myself sometimes confused
no one's gonna get me, so everything i earned i deserved
sometimes, i wish i could be those girls following guyz around
could be taken care of, could be watched off,
could be lived under them, and dont hav to be worried
anything happened, no problem, i have guyz back me up
plz dont take me wrong, when i say this i really mean it
problem is, i am being sort of strong most of the times
girls think im independent, guyz treat me like freak
it's just being toooo long, i dont think im capable to change myself
or, u probably ask, y change? stay the same, just as usual
everyone was born differently and raised differently,
and indeed, fate is a big big difference
u know, "same people, different fate"
"half the work, double the result" vs. "double the work, half the result"
see the difference?
especially in those things i have absolutely no control of
all i can say is, i did my best, lets put the rest in god's hand
(here, god doesnt really mean God, i mean "tian" - sky)
that's my philosophy, not becuz im smart or what
its just the experience of growing up, mainly, being hurt
anyway, the reason im writing this is pretty obvious
i still hav half hour to kill before i leave from work, bored...
well, today is friday, tho home is a warm place
i wish i could be in somewhere else......